# To My Love I want to start off by saying the following. I want to do more together! I want to go on dates, I want to laugh, I want to continue be closer and growing closer. I want to have fun, I want to fall in love with you all over again. I want all of that and more, with you 💗 Truly, we couldn’t be more on the same page. The thing that hurt me was just how it was communicated. I know you didn’t mean to, but the way that it was delivered it ended up seeming like I have basically been distant, not wanting to be around you, not wanting to do stuff, not wanting to have fun together. I don’t think that that is what you meant or wanted me to feel, but it is how I felt :( Even though these past few months haven’t been all sunshine and rainbows, we have still been trying to make the most of it! We did: * My birthday together (2 night last weekend) * Visited your mom in ADKs * Walked by water for sunset * Maryams wedding * Taste of siam, dessert date * Visited your mom in keene * Planned/booked one big trip to VT * Planned another to europe * Job celebration treats  * Alleghany/ellicotville day date * Dinner in Paris  * Devils Hole on Niagara River * Biking in Amherst with Ice cream after * Too many sunset beers together on the couch to count (and a whole lot of love!!!) * Telling each other we love each other, mean the world to each other, and that we feel closer than ever *so many times*. I lost count of how many times we said: "wow, there have been some growing pains and hard times, but I truly couldn't feel closer to you. You have shown me I can't on you, always" And that is not consider that we have been dealing with a lot too: * Covid (pls end) * A boot is now in the picture * New job * Buffalo winter and out doors scene is dustttt * Have been trying to prioritize family * Our apartment flooded. Wait, that happened? Seems like a bad dream haha. * We have been trying to figure out (continue to figure out) this whole adult thing * Bad sleep for every night since forever And, to top it off, we both were dealing with a hangover that definitely strongly impacted our mood. With all of that said, I think that is why it hurt to be told everything the way it was communicated. I really do try for you, for us. I only want to be the best friend, lover and babyman for you, be the man you deserve. Again, I want to keep having fun, prioritizing *us*, our love, laughing, being silly, being young, and making memories! And I *love* that you always are going to fight for that-as am I! All I ask is that when it comes to stuff like that, if you can, just remember that I am your babyman. I have shown you day in and day out for over 5 years that I adore you, would do anything for you, will prioritize you and us. Life is going to come at us and I doubt that this will be the last time we have a situation like this. I *want us to fight for the magic that caused us to fall in love*. I just want us to do from a position of *love*, *care*, *compassion* and *understanding*. I adore you, my love. I will continue doing everything that I can, for the rest of my life, to make you the happiest girl in the world. It is you and me, forever and always. To us. We have come so far, and so have so many wonderful places to go 💗